~sigh~

I just want to say that from now on i refuse to let anyone in my heart. those that are there already u are safe. but the walls have been re-built and the fences reposted. i hurt to greatly to let it happen again. Rose was a true friend and nobody will ever know how much she touched my life. i also want to say to those that i have been talk to about this thank you for listening, My suspisions still stand, but im not going to pursue them anymore, i give up and i quit with that. as for her i dont want to talk about her anymore. it hurts me in to many ways. I miss her hello's and converstations, along with many other things. i dont care anymore about anything really.everytime i care about something it falls apart and im not gonna put myself threw that anymore..